The economic conditions in which we arrived here were not easy, and have continued to worsen. Though there is light at the end of the tunnel for the economy, it is still to far away for our family—also, that is not the only factor; Nádya is once again pregnant! She is finishing up her first trimester, and looking very much forward to not having morning sickness anymore. The baby is due in September.
This one factor has made it all the more difficult for us to tell family of our decision, as we know that they were looking forward to seeing the little one.
There is a longer version of events which would make this post far to long to read in one sitting, however I would like to say that this decision is made to keep our family relationship strong rather than a triage to prevent estrangement.
Our relationship is strong, but the continued and combined stresses of living on the fringe of poverty along with being far from family, friends and all things familiar has taken a large toll on Nádya's well-being. I am not placing blame here, as I remember to some degree how it felt. To the contrary, because I remember how it felt, and because I can see how this situation is taking its toll on all of us I can better understand how this will help all of us.
There are many challenges ahead. We don't have jobs in Teresina. We are leaving the 17th of March, and still have to figure out what we are doing with all our stuff (probably a moving sale of some sort...), and there are many other unknowns. This is without question a step of faith. Maybe it is even stupid.
As I post this we only came to a final decision last night, and the emotions are fresh, raw, and maybe a bit less guarded than they should be. I can only hope that, given the resources we have, we have come to the best conclusion we could. We see God's hand in this and continually seek to remain at the center of His will.
We are aware that goodbyes will need to be said, and maybe some will want to help in some way or another. We are not asking for money, just have notice that many people have offered to help in various ways. If you would like to help, call my voicemail using the link on this page (Where it says "Call Me!"), and leave a message. Don't worry about the time, as it goes straight to voicemail and does not ring my phone.
Two weeks is not a lot of time to tie things up here. We will surely not connect with all those we would like to, that does not mean you are not important to us. Please call or send an email if you would like to. Don't hesitate!
Congratulations on the new little one. Lord, please protect and provide for this family as they take a step of faith and return to Brazil. May you find rest!
ReplyDeleteMy prayer is you will find financial peace and peace in the love of your Brazilian family.
ReplyDeleteAh, fondness. Memories. Good to hear from you. I'll keep you in my prayers, friends. Many times I have wished I had a reason to return to Brazil. It would be a grand adventure. I hope the best for you. I don't think you are making a poor or stupid decision. I believe God will honor your faith. Though, don't expect it to be "easy" by any means. My hope is with you. My hope is Jesus. Jesus is with you. You have great Hope.
ReplyDeleteOh whoops. And congratulations on your new one on the way!
ReplyDeleteWill certainly be praying for you all as you return to Brazil. I am sorry things didn't work out for you here but also understand how Nadya feels after having to leave the city I lived in for 55 years. May the Lord guide your decision and be with you, Nadya, Kylie, and the new baby.
ReplyDeleteBonnie Mayo